Dec 21, 2009

Fav songs..

Erm... since aku dah lama tak update blog nih, terasa lak laa nak update padahal keje2 tgh berlambak. tapi takpe, sbb aku nak sgt update tuk bulan ni aku nak letak vid lagu2 yg aku suke dgr skg nih. baru tadi aku dgr lagu baru dari Randy Pangalila. Erm.. nama tu quite strange to me but since it's nice to hear so aku letak je laa kat sini.. hehehe.. so meh laa kite ramai2 dgrkan lagu2 kegemaran aku buat masa ni.. hehe..

First, kite dgr dulu lagu Randy ni ek..



dan ini adalah liriknya..

Lewat Semesta - Randy Pangalila.

Satu kata bertulis cinta
Telah merasuki ku
Tak berwujud tak tersentuh hanya ku rasa

Reff:
Dan jika wujud nya menjelma
Pada sebentuk hati
Bukankah itu amanah dari yang kuasa

Menjaganya.. menjaganya..

Wahai insan yang di sana
Mungkin saja ini kau dengar
Melewati semesta ini
Aku sampaikan

Begitu ingin berbagi batin
Mendengarkan hasrat di jiwa
Oh Tuhan pertemukan aku
Sebelum hatinya beku

Back to Reff

lagu ke-2 paling best skg ni.. ermm.. suka sgt dgr lagu nih..



and lirik tuk lagu ni..

Menyesal - Ressa Herlambang.

Semula Ku Tak Yakin
Kau Lakukan Ini Padaku
Meski Dihati Merasa
Kau Berubah Saat Kau Mengenal Dia


Reff:*


Bila Cinta Tak Lagi Untukku
Bila Hati Tak Lagi Padaku
Mengapa Harus Dia Yang Merebut Dirimu

**


Bila Aku Tak Baik Untukmu
Dan Bila Dia Bahagia Dirimu
Aku Kan Pergi Meski Hati Tak Akan Rela

Terkadang Ku Menyesal
Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu

Back To Reff:* Dan **

Back To Reff:* Dan **

Terkadang Ku Menyesal
Mengapa Ku Kenalkan Dia Padamu

Erm.. the one that i've bold tu... membawa maksud pd seseorang yg pernah aku cintai. Even till today, i still luv u but i guess, things has gone wrong between us, and u left me with no choice.. aku, ko anggap seperti ntah laa.. ckit2 aku telan sendiri.. nyway, thanks for everything..

Nov 17, 2009

ESQ Basic Training..

When me dad asked me whether i'm OK to join this one training, i said "I dun mind" without asking what kind of training is it.. When the time comes, it's actually an ESQ training.

Thought of it's just a training, i dun really prepare anything as i would said to myself that " it's just a normal motivational training...". I just simply went there as me dad wanted me to go badly.

Well, guess what? i cried from the first day i arrived and it went on till the third day of the training. My perception was wrong.. what i mean is BIG wrong as i was really glad that i was one of the people who attended the training. Hard for me to describe how Allah is the real almighty! I was speechless when everything they said is real! All proof is REAL!

Aku naik saksi bahawa tiada tuhan yang disembah selainMu dan aku bersaksi bahawa nabi Muhammad itu benar dan utusanMu, Ya Allah.. Teringat aku pada Ucapan kalimah syahadah yang selalu aku ucapkan sebagai umat Islam. aku tahu maksudnya tetapi tidak sekali pun menyelami maksud-maksudnya... dan di situ aku menangis mengagungi kebesaranMu.

ya Allah, ampunilah dosa dosaku.. Akulah hambaMu yang kerdil lagi hina itu. Sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk syurgaMu.. akan tetapi kau tetapkan imanku supaya aku lebih dapat mengenaliMu dan mencintaiMu... Berikanlah aku petunjuk dan hidayahMu.. Subhanallah... Maha agung kebesaranMu selama ini.. Aku alpa, aku lalai sebagai umatMu di dunia ini..

Aku nangis ketika menyatakan doa ini sewaktu berada dlm training 3 hari tu.. ini lah pengalaman yang tidak dpt aku akan lupakan dalam hidup aku. kalau leh nak pegi lagi training tuk level2 dan yang lain2 pas ni. sekarang, aku dah pun bergelar sebagai seorang alumni bagi angkatan ke-41. tak sabar nak join peserta2 baru untuk angkatan ke-42 yg akan diadakan di Matrade, 11-13 Dec ni.. bagi sesiapa yg telah melalui training ni tau laa dia macam mana perjalanan training ni.. aku tak nak cite banyak kat sini.. yg boleh aku katakan kat sini, aku bangga kerana dapat join training ni. Insyaallah, takkan aku sia2 kan pemberian bapak aku kali ni..

Sempena mengingati Basic training ESQ yg aku hadiri minggu lepas (13-15 Nov 2009) , aku sertakan sajak yg dibacakan sendiri oleh pengasas ESQ 165, Dr. ary Ginanjar Agustian.. sayu sgt.. mendalam sungguh makna sehingga boleh menitiskan air mata setiap kali aku mendengarnya.. mari kite sama2 hayati sajak ni..


DEMI MATAHARI.. Dr Ary Ginanjar Agustian.

Bismillahirohmanirrohim..

Demi Matahari dan sinarnya di pagi hari
Demi Bulan apabila mengiringi

Demi siang apabila menampakkan diri
Demi malam apabila menutupi

Demi langit dan seluruh binaannya
Demi bumi dan semua yang ada di permukaannya
Demi jiwa dan penyempurnaannya

Allah mengilhami sukma kebaikan dan keburukan
beruntunglah siapa yang mensucikannya
Rugilah siapa yang mengotorinya...



Ini pulak adalah petikan dari lagu dari kumpulan Snada, Demi Matahari.. dari hari ke-2 smpai laa hari terkahir aku dgr lagu ni.. sedap sgt telinga aku dgr lagu ni.. slightly similar dgn sajak kat atas but lebih kurang jek isinyer.. tapi bila dgr je lagu ni dah leh wat air mata aku leleh gak laa.. terbukti aku join training ni, alhamdulillah, hilang segala dendam yg membara dlm diri aku slama ni. Biarlah.. yg penting Allah Maha mengetahui..


Snada - Demi Matahari.



Semoga ape yg aku dapat semasa training ni, membawa satu perubahan yg positive dlm hidup aku.. Insyaallah.. Aku rasa tenang sikit hidup aku skg ni.. takkan aku berpaling pada kehidupan lama aku sebelum ni.. Amin..




SATRIA ESQ! GO GO GO!
SATRIA ESQ! FIGHT FIGHT!
SATRIA ESQ! WIN WIN WIN!
SATRIA ESQ! 1! 6! 5!
ESQ! YES
ESQ! YES

MALAYSIA! BOLEH!

ANGKATAN KE 41! BOLEH!

Nov 4, 2009

Rai is talking..!

Anak ibu dah rancak bercakap? wahhh.. gelak sendiri je tgk vid nih.. Nyway, saje2 je nak share video ni as i think the way she speak is so cute.. take a look at it..


video

Look at it.. Finally she's talking.. hehehe.. though i didn't understand but it's so sweet.. :-)


My Birthday Gift!

Yea yea.. Dpt prezzie from Siti J. I was shocked at the same time and feel like i dun know, mcm budak kecik cpt hadiah.. hehehe.. maklum laa.. lama tak dpt hadiah or even surprises for me birthday b4. Tak sangka langsung ada jugak org ingat kat kite. emm.. Thank you so much Siti. I really appreciate it. As for today i kept on looking at me prezzie je.. hehehehe. Oh well, jom kite tgk ape prezzie kite tu ek.. hehehe.. happy sgt2!


Prezzie from Siti J.. Thanks Siti! Cume sgt tabung nih.. cam takmo isi jek.. hehehe



Nov 2, 2009

It's me Birthday today!

Well, today is 2nd of November 2009. Emm.. time flies really fast, I'm getting 1 year older at last..hehe. oh well that's just life rite? turns older n older n older every year. Though i always wish i could celebrate it with someone that would means a lot to me, emm.. i just guess it's not gonna happen from this year onwards.

Anyway, as what me friends told me to be strong, patient, and always remember Allah, insy i'll get thru me life easier one day! Oh well, i reckon i'm not that lucky woman. i just have to learn that he never loves me for who i am and just holding it becoz of our lil gul, Rai.

As i was waiting for 12 at nite, thought of celebrating it with me Rai, but unfortunately, she was so tired and feel asleep. Poor me baby! so damn tired.. hehehe.. it's ok laa.. then when i decided to go to bed, someone text me. someone that i've really known for years. Ever sinced i knew him, he didn't quite remembered me birthday but i was so touch n surprised that he was the first person to wish me. Tears were falling from me eyes as i saw the sms which i couldn't stand it anymore. So sad and i cried as much as i wanted. One of the miracle had happened! and i'm so glad that he remembered. As for you, Thank you for the wish.. Rai will always be your baby.. :-)


See ngantuks gile hokay! heheheh

However, as for today, i felt so happy as early in da morning Arie came to see me and bought me a few cuppies! Thanks Arie! Right after that, One of the "geng bus skolah", Shafiza gave me some of cup cakes too.. really happy.. thanks fellas.. hehehe.. Check out the pics below which has been taken in da mornin.. wait, there are more stories coming up!


We had our lunch @ secret recipes.. ermm.. thought of kena bayar sendiri but happens to be that me office mates belanja! so glad.. and so happy.. take a look at this pic.. Umi and Sya can be in an account manager soon! hehehe.. just look @ the way they looks.. serius siot.. heheh

Umi and Sya bz counting money.. hehehe

In the end i just would like to say to all me frens out there, thank you so much for the wish! Thank you as well for the strength that u tought me.. without you all, i would never be in this stage! I really had a wonderful day today! Thank you guyz!!!



Oct 31, 2009

Demi Cinta!

As i was listening to the radio this morning, i heard of this song and asked me sis what song is this. she told me "demi cinta by kerispatih". Well, I've download it and search for the lyric. and i guess this song reminds me of him. i went through the lyric, and wishing that i could dedicate this song to papa Rai. I'm sorry that we have to live s life like this. i just hope that you are happy with you life now..

I cried as soon as i remembered the promises that we've made between us while listening to this song.. I admit, it's my fault too but you are not helping me at all. you even hurt me deeply and left me alone with our lil girl Rai. Whatever it is, i just hope that you know that i'm doing this because of you.. it's not that i dun love you, but you left me with no choice. i hope you are doing fine out there and happy in anyway that you want.. and this is for you...


DEMI CINTA.. (Kerispatih)

maaf ku telah menyakitimu
ku telah kecewakanmu
bahkan ku sia-siakan hidupku
dan ku bawa kau seperti diriku

walau hati ini trus menangis
menahan kesakitan ini
tapi kulakukan semua demi cinta

akhirnya juga harus kurelakan
kehilangan cinta sejatiku
segalanya telah kuberikan
juga semua kekuranganku

jika memang ini yang terbaik
untuk diriku dan dirinya
kan kuterima semua demi cinta

* jujur aku tak kuasa
saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
namun yang pasti terjadi
kita mungkin tak bersama lagi

** bila nanti esok hari
ku temukan dirimu bahagia
ijinkan aku titipkan
kisah cinta kita selamanya

repeat *
repeat **

demi cinta

Once upon a time.. Us... :-(



Sep 8, 2009

Lahai anak ibu... sian dia..

Anak Ibu sakit mata.. sian dia.. mesti sakit gile laa.. jumpa pakar sakit mata dia korek lak laa mata si Rai ni.. nangis darah dia kejap.. sian diaa.. ni gara2 berjangkit dari Ibu Ita laa ni.. hehehe.. Ni adalah gambo2 Transformasi dari Mata yg sihat ke mata yg sakitt... ish ish ish.. siann anak ibu nih..


Ni gambo masa mata dia tgh elok nih..



Ni masa mata dia tgh sakit ckit2.. tgk tu.. Aunty dia kalau pasal membuli no 1 la!


Sian dia.. time ni dia mmg tgh sakit sgt2.. nangis tak berenti...




Pergi Jua Akhirnya... sedih


Al-Fatihah... 3 Sept 2009, Subuh... perginya seorang wanita, kakak, dan ibu kepada 3 org anak, bernama Sabariah Abd. Rahman.. Didn't expect that she's gone.. Cik Yah sakit dah lama.. tapi tak expect langsung dia akan pergi dlm usia yg agak muda lagi. Sedih sgt2.. just dun know how express it. gg tak sempat nak tgk cik Yah kat hospital. Ya allah, ko ampunkan laa dosa dia.. ko tempatkan la dia di kalangan org2 yg beriman.. Kami akan sentiasa merindui Cik Yah sampai bila2..

Tu laa dia hidup. hanya pinjaman di dunia ni. aku sendiri pun buntu.. perginya org2 kesayangan aku tanpa di sedari. aku sendiri pun bleh pegi bila2 masa. takut sangat2.. amalan ku belum cukup lagi.. whatever it is.. life is unpredictable..

:sigh:


Sep 2, 2009

Buka posa dgn family!


Venue: Nelayan Restaurant (Which i dun really like it as the manager are so pathetic and rude!)
Date: 29 August 2009.
Time: Biasa laa, time bukak posa laa kan..
Attended by: Bapak, Mak, Aezi, Aeti, Azif, Amir, Raieysah, Abah, Mak Bah, Kak Ita, Jaja, Abg bob and Dania. itu je kut..


It's me dad's treat on that day! free foods! and kebetulan hari jadi abah yg ke berapa ek.. alamak tak sure laa.. nyway, it was an awesome day out. foods mmg byk tapi tau tau je laa.. bila dah posa ni takkan dpt masuk sumer pun.. hehehe.. whatever it is, though i have been treated bad when i came to booked the place for Raieysah's birthday, (lepas tu tak jadi laa kan sbb the manager was rude as if i dun have money to pay) the food aint that bad at all. perhaps you guyz should try it out.


The food is really nice. from seafood to steamboat and what else ek.. take a look at the above picture. mcm2 adaaaa... ermm.. byk laa choices of dishes you can choose from the buffet table.. oh yes the price is RM30 if i'm not mistaken.



Kalau dah Pompuan tu tetap pompuan..!



video

Ermm.. Ni snap shot anak ibu dah pandai bawak hand beg! hehehe.. chomey sgt2.. takde sape2 pun ajar dia.. tup tup dia sendiri tau.. bagus laa anak ibu nih.. anyway, it's almost raya.. i reckon it's good enuff then.. hehehe.. leh kumpul duit raya.. hurayyyy.. Get ready yer korang! hehehe

Aug 26, 2009

Old SkooL!


Yesterday, as i was cleaning the book shelf in my room, i found an old album. i opened it and guess what i've found? an old pictures of me when i was in Puteri Wilayah (SMPW),and Convent Sentul (SMCS). Since that i found something that is quite precious to me, then decided to scan it for my friends view.


 
This is when i was in SMPW. class 1 jaya.. hehehe.. i didn't really remember some of their names but thanks to friends who did some tagging of other people in this pic. hehehe..


 
and this was taken when i was in SMCS, class of 3 Dahlia. hehehe.. Gosh! i looked so naive.. hehehe

 
4A1 & 5A1.. erm.. i reckon i missed me friends so much! 


Aug 25, 2009

Look at me!


Pictures was taken on the first day of Ramadhan. She just love it when someone took her pictures. kelakar sangat bila tgk this pictures.. kena buli dgn Aunt & Uncle dia.. hahaha..

Aug 24, 2009

It's Rai's First Birthday!

Can't believe that My baby is 1 year old now! Well to make it short, i decided to have her birthday party @ Mc donald. Though she's still kiddo, but i just wanna have the party outside. Surprisingly lots of people came on that day. Not just my families but me friends too.. Man, i missed you all so much! can't believe that time flies so fast and now all of us have our own kid(s). For those who came, thank you so much guyz! I had a great time though didn't have much time to entertain u guyz.. Well, why waste time.. Here are some of the pictures that I've gathered into 1. For those who wanna see more pictures, you guyz can see it in me facebook ok! cheers peeps!


This is the invitation card for the birthday party! cute rite? and thanks to Uncle Megat K for your designing it!


For those who are invited only! hehehe..


Pictures of the event! My cutey Rai with her Lovey Dovey Aunt.


Some of me friends who came on that day!


Aug 4, 2009

My new life with my precious, Raieysah!

Everybody says that blog is the place where you can write anything or everything about your life or perhaps it could be anything including selling stuff online. But I choose to write about me life.

Well, I just don't know where to start and how to start but all I can say here is that my life has totally changed right after I gave birth to my precious. Anyway, A year has past, and now she grows as a cutey lil girl named Nur Raieysah Audadie. Below is the picture of her taken right after i gave birth to her. Fresh from oven!



And these are some the pictures of her over a year of her life...




Now you see, now you don't! hehehe.. a pictures of her b4 and after shaved.. erm.. I reckon it looks the same..



A video of her when "ane" shaved her head.. so damn cute..


video


Below is the picture of my lovey dovey cat, named Melly a.k.a. Chomel. It looks really cute. Now my Rai in love with Melly and have been chasing Melly whenever she passed by.



Thank god I've made it myself at last.. (meniarap) :-)


video


These are taken when we were at Lumut (umah Alang)..



First time swimming lesson with her Grandpa.. she loves it..


I just can't stop smilling when the time i uploaded her pictures. She seems so cheeky all the time. Just take a look at this pictures then you will know what I meant by..


The moment she talks and whindging..


video


And these are taken on her Nanny's (nenek) birthday..



Some of the best shots I've taken..



Trip to Frazer's Hill..



There goes a year of My Rai's life.. Though it's tough, I'm glad I've made it through. I'm just hoping that she will always healthy and grow as a sweetest, funny and happy baby girl.. Ibu just wants the best for your life.. and you will always be my baby! :-) I love you.. Here are some of pictures of Us.. Only both of us.. happy surfing fellas.. cheers...





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